goodbye friend

2 days with out you,
when I was finally able to see you, I knew it was the last time.
As soon as you saw me entering the room you got up and walked to see me.
you were on the "medic table" looking at me happily
I got near you and hugged you, It was your last hug.
My last time near you.
"you were good, I love you, ill never forget you"
I told you as i continued hugging you and you licked my face.
I undertood it as a "youll be fine, Ill be here"
The vet came and you started to fall asleep.
you fell asleep in my arm, while i cried telling you goodbye.
Now being at home is strange, theres no joy here anymore.
my parents tell me they miss you but to get over it
but they just dont get it.
You were the only one
the only one who accepted me as I am,
the only friend I had sometimes,
the only one I could talk to without being judged.
I loved you so much. You were my family, my friend.
I dont know how I will go on now, but Ill remember all the good thing
the good moments.
I will love you always dear friend.